Koren . P Ces't La Vie

Just love the song, nothing else. Not related to anyone or any story.

Diane Birch - Rewind

There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don’t have the words in my head
Days are passing by and all the leaves are changing too
But time won’t change the things unsaid

‘Cause everything is different now
I’d really like to tell you how

How I wanted you here by my side
I know what I said but I lied
It looked like a laugh but I cried
Oh, I wish I could push rewind

Oh, stupid pride it just can’t hide the holes inside my heart
‘Cause I need you here with me
Oh, I wish that I could take it back, I’d go back to the start
And tell you all the things that I feel

‘Cause everything is different now
I’d really like to tell you how

How I wanted you here by my side
I know what I said but I lied
It looked like a laugh but I cried
‘Cause I wish I could push rewind

I saw you on the corner holding hands with someone new
Happy as a boy could be
Love was in your eyes and yeah she looked the same way too
It’s funny that was almost me

Now I wanna be there by your side
I know what I said but I lied
I wanted to laugh but I cried
‘Cause it’s too late to push rewind

Oh no, oh no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no
I know what I said but I lied
Oh no, oh no, now I cried

Just too late, too late, too late, too late, too late
Oh no, it’s just too late, too late, too late, too late
I can’t push rewind, oh no, no
It’s too late

I love this song so much :) It’s make my day and I’m feeling happy when I listen to this. The song is about gambling but for me it have another meaning: Celebrating my twenty two! (PS: I don’t gambling.)

The lyrics storyline for me: I am officially 22years old, when I go anyway people always look at me, maybe they feeling that I’m a freak or I’m too adorable? (ISh, who cares?) In life everyone have their dark side and I have my own too, when I was young in secondary school everyone was telling me to give up something that I liked and I wish I could hold to, they always say that: “Money is about everything!” I always answered them: “Money can’t buy real happiness! We can earn money and make the dreams become true!” (Even now I still believe that) That’s why I slowly lost some friends who were care about money and branded.

They’re tried to psycho me deal with the money and fame, I  HATE that. In real life money can buy anything but for me that’s not are human living for. They always thought that no money no friends, anyway no matter what they’re think, now we are became adults and who cares the money really can buy happiness? We always tell to the kids go back home and don’t waste their parents money~

This is it, my crazy story line for the song  =)

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I guess you know why they are looking at you

For me it started when I turned twenty two

you count your blessings but youre still black and blue

you should go home before your monies are gone

You said it was over but its started again

said it was easy but you still never win

and its done before its started and theyre not your friends

you should go home before your monies are gone

you should go home before your monies are…

I hope you know that I dont like you this way

I know you lost it but you still try escape

and its sad but now its over theres nothing left to say

you should go home before your monies are gone

you should go home before your monies are…

Jesse Mccartney - Told You So

Lookin’ at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain’t goin’ well
There’s no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you’re unhappy but that shouldn’t be the case

‘Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
‘Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn’t be
Comin’ back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin’ back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Everytime you’re up be callin’ for me late at night
But now that you ain’t got me tell me where you gon’ be
‘Cause I can’t take you back no my heart won’t let me

Girl you know he can’t touch like I do
I don’t see you trippin’ or flippin’ over his moves
Don’t take a genius to see he ain’t that dude
But you let him back you don’t know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
‘Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn’t be
Comin’ back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin’ back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Everytime you’re up be callin’ for me late at night
But now that you ain’t got me tell me where you gon’ be
‘Cause I can’t take you back no my heart won’t let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain’t gettin’ no sympathy
No baby not from me
‘Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin’ back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Everytime you’re up be callin’ for me late at night
But now that you ain’t got me tell me where you gon’ be
‘Cause I can’t take you back no my heart won’t let me 

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24th I was surprise received your text.

When 26th midnight your call woke me up. 

I thought I saw a wrong name display on my phone, I still in a sleep-blur mood after pick up the phone and confirm it’s you. After a month finally you call. Your voice still familiar in my mind and ears.

Honestly I hate you told me story about him. All the details how you guys stick together and fucked up. It’s suck, heart of scars hurt once again. You asked me about the solutions, I give you my best advises. I knew he is dick head but I can’t say anythings about his negative side, I know you in love with him. You worried like a child, I just make sure that to let you feel comfortable and keep calm. 

Since last year I decided to cancel my flight to KK, I just want you be happy no matter what situation we are. Actually I already get the ending about you and him in my mind, based on I cannot leak anythings what sixth sense try to give sign to me. For my way I just can keep silence,It’s hard. I wish I could tell you the story but the true is I couldn’t if not my supernatural-foresee will disappear. Maybe this sound like ridiculous but it’s true. 

No matter how, I just wish you be happy and happiness with him. 
No matter what situation you thru, remember I had told you so.

Ko
31012011 

Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism

I can’t handle this song. Keep Repeating again and again.
The song really beautiful. 

A Video found at 7PM from Miss M shared with Mr R. The reason I share it after 2AM because It is only the deeply time and I love 2AM… If share it on 7PM definitely not the right time.

People might say : After 2AM no good things happen.
I say : After 2AM , My soul just can be me. It always good things happen.

“I need you so much closer” repeated 20 times to an ever-building guitar riff. So seemingly simple, yet it immediately hits me on a very deep level. The song makes me remind my parents and the loved ones I lost, friends I haven’t seen for a long time, girlfriends that got away, etc., etc. Don’t we all need them closer? If I could only have them a bit closer to me.. *  by Wiplala100 , one of the highest rated comment of the video who had 111 likes on video page.*

When I use earphone listen it, I can hear another voice from my deep heart. 
In 2011 when I listen all the emotional songs they just keep me stepping to another level. I don’t feeling emo, dump, upset anymore but I can feel meaning of the song, about the story, singer, voice, emotion , etc …

I don’t know the reason, maybe in my life nothing bad things happen anymore? or just anythings nothing important until that can bother my mentally? I think I just learned how to put down and let go. All the things happened in my life just same like feather as light as there came. I can’t feel any heavily.

Starting from the first day of 2011 I received too many good sign from people I met, I talked, I had been, I watched, I saw, I read, I listened, I shared… …Now I have so much positive energy. I need it so much closer, so come on !

Last on this moment just keep silence and enjoy the adorable song in this cold-wet midnight beautiful rainy day.

Good night world. 

The Atlantic was born today and I’ll tell you how
The clouds above opened up and let it out

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean
Making islands where no island should go
Oh, no

Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door 
Have been silenced forevermore
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh, no

I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer

I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer

So come on, come on
So come on, come on
So come on, come on
So come on, come on